Life of Hattie

I have a new job. I started a few days ago. 

I have been looking for a little while. Of course I want a job for the summer, along with a couple of college courses I need to get out in the world a little and make some money. 

To be honest I have not been too excited about this. I had an awesome job in Madison before I moved in the fall. I worked at a daycare center. I loved everyone I worked with and new all the kids so well that every day at work was a joy. It was the perfect job. I know my next job would not be as good as the last one. So, it was slightly depressing.

I love kids though, so I knew I wanted a job that involved tiny humans. I didn't know what I would end up with. 

I just started a nannying job for a wonderful family in the area. It is only part time, which leaves me plenty of time for school and perhaps even enjoying some summer fun. But, it pays great (as good as some full time jobs). The only bummer is the occasional commuting traffic jam. 

I get to watch an adorable almost 7 month old little boy about 24 hours a week. Some might imagine that job to be a little boring, but it isn't. I enjoy being alone, I really find it relaxing. I talk all day long to my little boy about everything on my mind. And he just listens and smiles, now what girl doesn't want that in a man? 

The other part of my job that I absolutely love is the fact that I get to have an impact on a little life. Life is so amazingly precious and special. The life of a baby is pure and unspoiled by the world. He doesn't know about stealing or lying or murder. (He may know  a bit about selfishness, because he certainly doesn't enjoy it when I take away his wooden teethers.) I get to pour love and patience and laughter and exciting new wonders into his life. What could be better than that?

I may be a bit girly about it. I know that strong, modern women aren't supposed to like playing with babies. I do. I have a huge container of love in my life. I have been given so much love by so many people and mostly from God. I have to pour out this love. (nothing is worse than stagnant love) There are many ways people can express love. I will admit that I prefer to give it in snuggles to an adorable, chubby little boy. Also, it is a huge plus getting paid for it. 

Someday I will be a mommy. I am very much looking forward to that day. I think it is pretty cool that I get plenty of practice before I have to leave the hospital with a squirmy, crying bundle. I consider myself more prepared every day. hmmmm... I suppose we could think of it as an internship. :)

There are many moments... hours... of crying with this little guy. He is quite upset that his mom isn't there. He is very annoyed that all I have to offer is a bottle. He is very good at expressing that annoyance. I am looking forward to the day he is finally used to the new system. Until then, patience is the best way I can show my love. And, he does look pretty cute when he is crying. 

I will leave you with some picture I took at my last week of work at the daycare in Madison. These are the things I wanted to remember about that terrific, learning place.

Sigh... I love kids, kid's stuff, things that kids do.